My doctor confirmed the miscarriage yesterday morning. In a way, it was closure for me. On the other hand, seeing the picture of my empty womb had to have been to hardest and most painful thing I've ever seen. Usually people are always hoping that their x-rays or ultrasounds showed nothing. I was deperately pleading the opposite.
I really don't know how I feel at this point. I am just plain sad, a lot. I don't feel like doing much, yet I have a bunch of commitments I am responsible for. The drive to work in the morning is hard. Once I get into things, work seems to go ok, until my classroom is empty and I'm alone again.
I really do appreciate all the prayers. I am getting ready for Nathan's belated 1st birthday, so hopefully that'll get my mind off things more.
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