Last Night Before Nathan

Well, it is the night before we go in for our induction appointment tomorrow.  I think my nerves are pretty much shot.  I do not like anticipating things - so this is really just killing me.  Don't get me wrong, I want to see Nathan SO badly.  I just really had hoped to go into labor on my own.  Guess that is not part of the plan.  :)

I have been going crazy double checking, triple checking everything.  I know I cannot control everything, but I guess there is a small compulsiveness in me.  There is food in the fridge, diapers & milk for Natty, and I've checked and checked things again.  Agh!

Tonight was especially hard leaving Natty's bedroom.  Tonight was the last night I'll be able to cuddle with her for a while.  She only lets me lay in her bed with her, so I know when I put her to bed, it is really "our" special time.  I will be busy with Nathan and healing, but I will greatly miss it.  Our little Princess is growing up SO fast.  She has learned so much, and now gets to be a big sister.  I cannot be more proud of her.  :)

Well, if you think of us tomorrow morning, please keep us in your prayers.

• Pray that I will actually SLEEP tonight, peacefully.
• Pray that the induction process will be smoothly and Nathan will do well.
• Pray for a safe delivery and for Nathan to be healthy.
• Pray for Tim and Natty - as they'll be along without "mim-mee" for a night or two.
• Pray for Natty that she won't be too upset tomorrow morning when we leave and that she will have a blast with Grandma tomorrow.
• Pray that I will trust that whatever happens tomorrow is God's plan, and nothing will happen tomorrow that I will not be able to handle and endure.